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Happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me. Happy birthay dear mmeeeee.
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[12 Mar 2005|11:42am] |
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Only day left now until the locks come undone an I am released into another cage. High school was fun. But I long grow out of others nonsense. I belong else where. I'm talking funny. lol. So I get my apartment soon. hella excited. It'll be awsome Robyn. I miss you. We need to hang out over m spring break. call me. or write me. or send me a white dove with one of thse little scrolls in it;s feet. lol. I always wanted one of those.
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[19 Feb 2005|01:20pm] |
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I hate listening to these sad songs. And wounderig whats really going on with you.
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[13 Feb 2005|12:02am] |
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I hate it. I hate worrying. I really just wanna chew it all up and spit it back in everyones face so you know. That would help. Just pass it on to someone else so I can have a moment where............where everything falls apart and I can still smile. Just brush these stupid worries off my back. Bury them in a hole. and let them rot in their own misery. But hey. On the bright side of things I have a less chance of letting my life fall to pieces!
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[06 Feb 2005|07:14pm] |
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This weekend I saw the broadway peformance of The Lion King. And it took my breath away. absolutly. They way the designed the contunmes and the increadible singing. It was awsome. I as well aquired a burts beeswax sample kit. very excited. all smell wounderful. mmmmm. Any way.
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[30 Jan 2005|12:54pm] |
So we didn't quite smoking like you promised me you would. You forgot about Christmas, and other things you did say. Sometimes I wish you didn't make so many promises.
May can not come soon enough. I hate going to school. I hate being surrounded by fools.
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[23 Jan 2005|06:38pm] |
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When it collides and you fall to pieces. I will not pick you up. not again. not ever.
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[19 Jan 2005|11:20am] |
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Well this is it. this is what we have to do in life. and I am doing it now. right now. here. on the front stpes of reality I ask to have nothing to do with the life I left behind. Not the people. The life.
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[09 Jan 2005|09:42pm] |
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is this that forgotten desire I thirsted for when I was a child? The one I filed under fairy tale? Have I really found it?
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| irony I guess you'd call it |
[03 Jan 2005|10:17pm] |
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Back to school. Back to being a sheep in the heard. I feel that way more and more every day. At work. At school. Walking on the street. I want to escape. I can see myself being sucked into the superficial world. This world.
It's funny how there is so much on my mind. But I really don't have anything to say. I'm watching a generation of people slowly kill themselves. Friends and foes. And I don't really care. I'm sick of watching these people throw themselves for a hero. Hero's belong in movies and comic books. This is the real world. Make the connection.
Robyn..... How is my scarf coming? we should all get together again sometime. It was fun. I had fun. life is good.
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[13 Dec 2004|10:52pm] |
It hasnt even fazed me that christmas is here. The presents I' ve bought, the money all gone, the decorations, the buzz in the air. It all just seems so......stupid. I wanna see my grandpa. I wanna spend time with Stephon. I want high school to end. I want to build potraits, live my life.
Things are fine. Life is life. I'm 2 days away from being half way through my senior year.
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[06 Dec 2004|10:50pm] |
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Christmas time. Time to flood the malls and listen to music that is only one notch above country. People are in a hurry, I have finals, manners are forgotten, and some body needs a smack in the face. besides the warning signs, it doesn't feel like christmas. I'm not excited about opening gifts on christmas day. I'm more excited about seeing my family. I'm not really excited about the big feast, i just wanna pass my classes and graduate. It's an ood time of year. But hey.
Robyn darling. I have a break in two weeks. If you don't call me I'm going to egg your house and cover your house pets in mayo.
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[02 Dec 2004|10:23pm] |
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I watched dirty work tonight. And I thought of Evan. What a kid. I miss you man.
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[28 Nov 2004|11:34am] |
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You know, just say it...........
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[24 Nov 2004|09:35am] |
So the lock down sucked yesterday. As did work. But all is good now.
My uncle is in town. And I didn't have to go to school today. It was nice. It's still nice. I'm tierd. But all is well. This 5 day break should be nice. any way. Have a good holiday season.
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[21 Nov 2004|10:34am] |
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my leg is still twitching and my minds all a whirl. There's a glaze over my eyes, I think I might hurl. Have I become blinded, Have I become dumb? Are you mother fuckin' ready. for the new number one?
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